A time for mending

Chose a picture of fireworks only they won’t be lighring up the night sky’ at least not today.

In Ephesians Chapter 6 verse 12

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

I have no idea what any of you have been through, or what you are going through. I only know that, we don’t have it as bad as we think we do. There are so many people out there that either don’t know Jesus, or they struggle with there faith. The enemy doesn’t play nice…I mean he is the enemy, so what did we expecr right? Do unto ithers as you would have them so unro you…Yes absolutely…only not everyone follows that and we are still supposed to treat them like we would want to be treated. We are supposed to esteem others higher than ourselves. Only at what point are we to draw the line? Love is supposed to be the greatest if all things. Yet it hurts more than anything else. The word of God tells us that when we give we are ti expect nothing in return. I understand it only does everyone else understand it? I mean truly understand it? Jesus gave if himself his very life for a people a nation that do not believe in him or receive him. You know the ine that betrayed Jesus for money? who doesn’t need money in this day and age only… Would you want it at the exoense of hurting another? I admit I play publisher clearing house sweepstake only I never wanted to be rich, it was never a dream of mine it still isn’t. I love someone very much and truly believed God called me to it as crazy as it sounds. I have never felt so wonderful and so incredibly miserable all at the same time. We are supposed to trust in the Lord with all of our hearts and lean not on our own understanding and I do trust .Only it is kind of didficult I cant even explain some of the thinfs I have seen that I have experienced. I know where I belong only I have to wait just like every one else does unril Jesus returns. Looking at it like that kind of makes me laugh a little, what is my problem I know where I am going so hang on. I am I am hanging on. Only I decided to take a stand probably back in 2016 not sure if the date. It is my first stand and my last stand and I’m in it alone. If God be with me who or what can be against me? Refer to that scripture in ephesians. Only I know ine way or another God will put an end to it. His word says suffer not the little children and I know I am a child of God most high. Does anyone know what it is like to love with all your heart and to be toyed wirh and neaten down emotionally, physically forget about finances what place does such have in the kingdom of heaven? I have areas of disobedience and perhaps I am making it worse on myself. The word of God tells us we are not to be tossed around to and fro like a wave in the ocean. Only I have and if I remove myself frim the situation it would be the same to me as giving up not taking and making the stand I commited to and I cant do that. Yet remaining is not independent of God only rhere are strongholds in this pwrsins life that now have become mine as well. I need just as much help as he does if not more so. It is simple and complicated at the same time and it is the enemy trying to drive me away to scare me away. I never saw demons manifest themselvea in people only on tv or in the movies and now it is a common occurence. Satan hurts you where it hurts the most your children your grandchildren your parents your family and those you love the most. they probably think you have gone crauy and you pray foe them and dont know why nobody sees what you see. Could be because a pastor told my ex that evil was after me unlike anything he has ever seen before I dont know only that its getting a bit ridicoulous. Not that I want anyone to go through or experience what I have. Only I really wanted to be normal jist like the rest of you. I can’t be anyone else other than who I am. i realize nobody understands me. I can’t say I understand anyone else either. If it is not satanic forces at work in the life of those I love and we are not in the end times than it has got to be obe of the longest lasting cruelest jokes ever. No matter what I believe Jesus is coming back for me. Maybe I am out of my mind and admittedly no offense I would have to be to want to stay in a world like this I truly pray for everyone. I guess I just needed to venr I am just a girl. Lol consider this an event. There is power in the name of Jesus to break every chain. I have no idea about a widow who rhinks she is not or a whore of babylon or any of that and teuly it doesnt matter because the wicked do not prevail. They just had their time and soon its over for good. Amen and praise God. In his time not ours so endure and its ok to cry its also ok to laugh. Broken hearts can be mended they can be restored its just kinda difficult when the enemy shows no mercy and keeps stabbing at the scabs that never had a chance to heal. God will right all wrongs. He definitely has the biggest job in the world. With God all things are possible. Amen!!!

Somewhere on this site is a depiction of a broken heart with a bandaid on it. Who remembers the commercial: I am stuck on bandaid cuz bandaids stuck on me? It had quite catchy tune. The question that comes to mind, is the bandaid a help or is it a cry for help from a band in need of aid? We all have different dreams and different desires in this world. Let’s face it some of those dreams and desires can get you into quite a predicament. This is a dangerous world and their are predators out their looking to exploit people of all ages, sexes and ethnicities. Once you sign a contract for a band, or as an actor or actress, it might not be so easy to get out of. Or like in the song if Mike Posner… you may never be in a maybelline commercial but you always know where to get some purple…Drug dealer girl push it pass it pedal it or something of that nature. What exactly is that nature? I believe In God The Father, God The Son, Holy Spirit three in One. I also believe we are living in the very end of times and satan has already been let out to deceive the nations and this has been going on for quite some time. It will be ending soon. Pray for your families, your friends, your neighbors and your enemies. There may very well be people you see every day or even some close to you that are in over their heads in something they never thought would go as far as it did and they feel trapped like there is no way out,. The God I love and know and believe in is all powerful and all knowing. He sacrificed his Son for us and Jesus was crucified and he was resurrected and he ascended into heaven and he is coming back for his people. All who believe in Jesus will be set free. there is power in the name of Jesus to break every chain. He will break the chains that bind us, he will set the captives free, he is merciful and mighty and he will deliver thee from evil not to evil. If you believe God has called you to something to endure unto the end, don’t worry what others will think or let the enemy cause you to waiver in your faith. Stand firm and steadfast, knowing that he that brought you to it will see you through it. there are si many labels and stereotypes in this world. It doesn’t matter where or how they neatly or not so neatly categorized you. What matters is who you believe in. Where you place your faith your trusr and your hope. I know we are to make ourselves ready that He is coming soon. I also know that what we cannot do ourselves, he will help us with. We can be changed in an instant, we can be set free in an instant. He might allow continual hurts that seem unbearable at times to continue unto the bitterend or a bittersweet end. That is not for us to say. The timing is in the hands of the Lord and in him alone. Someone recently asked me what if Jesus doesn’t return for so and so amount of years? If that be the case, if that be the will of God then so be it. I believe that He is coming soon and very soon. I don’t know if I will be removed before the second coming or not. I do know we were told of times when many would beg for death and none would come. I believe that is for the ones who do not believe in Jesus and persecute those that do and all who enjoy inflicting pain on others whether emotional or physical just for show. I also believe that Jesus is knocking on the doors of their hearts, that they might let him in and it isn’t too late for them. however, that hour is rapidly approaching. In the meantime praise God for all things and in all things. Don’t stop believing and it is more than a feeling. It is the sum if who you are in Christ Jesus and that just about totals it. Know you are loved in totality and he is returning for you. In the meantime, God be with all. through it all and some of it really hurts. esoecially when you ask for mercy time and again and none is shown. God is not only our redeemer and he lives… He is iur vindicator and all wrongs will be made right.

Playing with the Queen of hearts

Deception at its finest

Is deception something that can be graded? an if we banned things with sticky subject matter, now would it? It is up to us to monitor our children and help train them in the way they should go. Only if we ourselves as children didn’t get that proper training, well then, it isn’t quite so easy. If you are a parent, and were not an a good role model, don’t beat yourself up. What has been done, has already been done.

Our God is an Awesome God and he is loving and kind. Jesus died to pay the price of our sins. When put in that perspective it really hurts that someone loves us so much he was wounded for our transgressions. Only that is exactly what he did. Jesus loves the little children, all the children of the world.

The word of God tells us thst we are not to be conformed to the things of this world that we are to be transformed by the renewing of our minds. Playing with the Queen of hearts…specifically referring to a tune that goes something like this: Playing with the queen of hearts, knowing it ain’t really smart…the joker is the only fool who can do anything for you. Does anything about that song seem insidious to you? Kind of reminds me of a wicked Queen. What about you? There is no doubt there is wickedness in this world. Only the word of God tells us to cast doen our vain imaginations. Delve Deeper what is a vain imagination? is it to think its all about you? Or is it meant to deter one from sensing evil forebodings that actually occur. Is there a cover-up a grand facade a master of illusion? You have heard of satan haven’t you? Well, the Awesome news is Jesus and there is no name highet!!! So don’t sweat the small stuff.

Be open to change and let that change start with you. If there is an evil Queen of hearts, pray for her. I believe that love overcomes evil. How could I not believe that and believe in Jesus who personifies love incarnate. Only any truly wicked being that enjoys the suffering of others…the time for change is rapidly running out. The word of God tells us to rejoice not in the suffering of others.

I ask you who rejoices in the suffering of others? Sure we may have thoughts of vengence at times…Only we know to cast them out. Remember: Blessed are those who are persecuted for his namesake. If you fell like there is nothing you can to help, your thinking the way the enemy wants you to think. You can continually pray in spirit and in truth. In fact, the word of God calls for it.